Entha vintha "Anubandham"........

Well Frnds!!!!.....after a long time im posting a topic.....This post is all about the experience i had with a stranger turned relative and again the relative turned to a stranger.....hmmm... a bit confusing right ???....Dnt wry...ivl make it clear..... :p

I wanna share a experience which i had with a person who is not related to me in any way....I met him a yr back exactly in the same month [ie. september]....previously i jus treated him as my frnd.....Within a few weeks of our frndship....he asked me one thing....[i thnk u ppl would be expecting something else.....but its not what u think].....he asked me whether he can treat me as his "sister"...i was seriously shocked 4 a moment to hear this....and I dint take it that seriously but felt a bit happy for this........becoz, though i had a own brother.....we werent that close and my brother never liked 2 be called as "Annaya".....but i loved to call......also we both had a fight some yrs back.....since that day we both arent talking with each other.....it may sound a bit strange....but its a fact....though we stay in the same house....we never speak with each other.... :(

Anyways thats a different story.....i will come back to the main thing....

So....wer was i???......ok ok got it....Hmm... i felt very happy that i got a brother who was initially a stranger 2 me. {{ and this is how a stranger became my brother }}.....i used to call him "annaya'' whole heartedly.....n he used 2 call me "Bangaru thalli".....this was one of the sweetest names i had till now......he was a very caring person......completely filled my life with lots of love n affection.....i was very happy with my annaya.........even my own brother wouldnt hav cared 4 me that much.....days wer passing soon with many sweet memories...... :)

Manchi una chota kachithanga chedu anedi untundi antaru......exactly naku alane jarigindi....chala baga....manchiga una ma relationship loki.... rendu...mudu... draculas vachayi.{{ dnt wanna mention their names also }}......anthe motham ma relation ni nashanam chesesayi.....enthaga ante....nenu ma sontha annaya kanna ekkuvaga chuskuntuna athaniki dooram avalsi vachindi.... becoz of those ppl....... only i knew the pain that i faced while loosing my dear brother...... :(

Nizamaina prema {{adi elanti prema aina kani}} epudu ishtapade vaala santhosham korukuntundi antaru......ade nenu chesa.....ma annaya ki natho undadam kanna vaalatho undadam antene ekkuva ishtam ani ardam aindi......i had no other option rather than to loose him.....becoz annaya ki nachina vaalu ante naku asalu ishtam ledu.....dont knw how he liked them {{but thats none of my business.....evari ishtalu vaalaki untayi}} .......and annaya nakosam valani vadulukune chance asalu ledu.....ala ani annaya kosam naku nachani chotta nenu undalenu......{{ this is how my brother again turned as a stranger }}

Moreover.....I have a nature since my childhood which is also one of the reasons 4 staying away from my brother.....If i feel that a particular thing or person is mine......i will be damn possesive abt them/those completely {{ I think being possesive isnt a crime}}......i never like to share those with anyone........But if there comes a situation where some others are also interested in the same thing/person and there's a compulsion to loose it/them.... then im very well ready to sacrifice.....becoz it will be better to loose those rather than to fight 4 the same thing/person or to share it....Thats wat i did.!!!!!

And, nenu ila chesinanduku andaru naku pogaru anukuntunaru.......most of them are not liking me now a days.....na meeda oka bad impression pettukunaru..... :(

Meere chepandi naku nachina vaalu andariki nachali ani rule emana unda....alage andariki nachina vaalu naku nachali ani rule emana unda?????

Evari individual tastes valaki untayi kadha.....

Asalu nenu ee post pedthunadi idi teluskodanike.....I wanna know whether i did a correct thing or a wrong thing.....I want all the visitors of my blog to suggest me abt this......I hope u will do it.......

Thanq frnds......will be back soon again with a new post..... :)