MY LIFE..!!!!!!

Hello frnds...Hope evryone is fine..!!!

Hmm this post is all abt my life......U wld hav seen the intro abt myself in the 1st post i have made......This is the continuation of it....Nenu ee post chesthundi meeru andaru na meeda jaali padali ano leka naku salaha ivali ano kaadhu......Atleast meeru aina ilanti thapu cheyakunda undali ani request cheyadaniki...Hope u will understand.....

Na frnds chala mandi nanu chusi anevaalu enduku nenu intha irritated ga chiraku chirakuga untuna ani......valaki em chepalo ela chepalo thelisedhi kadhu....Chepina ardham cheskune capacity valaki undo ledo naku theliyadu......Coming 2my life......Na degree varaku nenu bagane una.....i cld manage things....concentrate well on my studies......had grt time vth frnds.....asalu na frnds ki epudu theliyanivaledu naku intlo ila prblm undi ani......chepina vaalu namme vaalu kadhulendi....becoz i used 2b very happy n made others happy.....kani MBA ki vachesariki enduko i cldnt manage the prblms.....All i used 2 have is a cute smile on my face like this... :)...

Chinna pillalu ga untene happy ga undochu ani chala mandi antunte apudu naku ardam kaledu......Recentgane telisindi dhani ardham ento.....

To start with my family......Maadhi chinna family.....Amma, Nana, And Annaya.....Na childhood motham happy ga gadichipoindi......rojulu ela gadichipoyayo theliyaledu.....Ani families lagane we had a grt time......Every Sundays Beach ki velle vaalam [apudu memu chennai lo unnam].....Thursdays Baba gudiki..,restuarants.,Shopping ani.,..... ila full njoy chesanu family tho.....Na life lo alanti oka turning untundi ani epudu expect cheyaledu.......

The 1st unexpected moment was with my brother.......Annaya nenu as usual andhari brothers n sisters laga chala kottukune vaalam......Na 6th std summer holidays ki epudu laga ma ammamma vaala uriki vellam.....Was having lots of fun with my cousins.....Akada annaya ki naku epudu laga edo godava.....vaadu vachi nanu kottadu.....kottadam ante ila ala kaadhu......vachi na peeka pattukunadu......inka godava serious ayyesariki akada una pedda vaalu andaru thitesaru vadini.......inka apati nunchi vaadu natho matladadam manesadu.......Edho koni rojule anukukuna......Aa koni rojulu ala 10yrs aindi.......Ee madhyalo nenu 2times thana b'day ki sry chepi card n gift ichanu [Tat 2 vadiki ishtamaina gift]......Aina no change.......Na thapu em lekapoyina nenu sry chepa.....Vaadu adi kuda cheyaledu.......Inka naku enduku ani vadilesa.......10yrs nunchi no talkings nothing.....vaadi pani vaadidhi na pani naadhi.....Ee situation lo andaru nanu thapu pattaru naku salaha icharu......anthe kani vadini em analedu....... :x

The 2nd unexpected moment in my life:

Idi antha oka pakkana pedithe......Ma amma nana di inko gola........Vaalu idarikki evo misunderstandings.......pelli ainapati nunchi alane unaru......kani naku theliyaledu.....apudu china pillani kadha....naku ooha telisesariki i realised tat my mom n dad werent happy with each other [I think i was 14yrs at tat time]......apati varaku maadhi small n happy family anukuna....kani apude telisindi ma lanti families nootiko kottiko okati untundi ani....asalu life ante ento theliyani age apudu naku....vaala madhya em jaruguthundo kuda ardham ayedi kaadhu....asalu enduku thitukune vaalu enduku archukune vaalu......one unfortunate day nana ammani kottadam kuda jarigindi........ee badha evaritho chepalo theliyaledu......frnds ki chepthe vaalu nanu chusi jaali padatharani, vekkiristharu ane bayam....anduke evariki chepe prayathnam cheyaledu....

Ee badha baitiki chepaleka lopala dhachukoleka chala rojulu evariki theliyakunda edchanu....koni sarlu chachipodham anukuna.... I tried 2times to end my life.....kani veelu chesina thapu ki nenu enduku na life end cheyali.....pedda pedda thapu chesina vaalu andaru dharjaga elanti guilty feeling lekunda thirigesthunaru.....elanti papam cheyani nenu enduku na lif ki full stop pettali......i hav all rights 2 live in this wrld....

But wenevr i think abt my parents.....chala edupu vasthundi :( ..........Na frnds intiki vellinapudu vaala parents sardaga unadadam chusinapudu antha ma parents kuda ila unte entha bagundedi ani anukoni roju ledu.....ma intlo epudu andharam sardaga kurchuni navvuthu matladukuna roju okati undadu.....kaneesam oka ganta kuda ala lemu.......epatikana memu antha happy ga undaka pothama ani chinni asha....kani aa asha asha gane migilipoindi.....Ika paina jaruguthundi ana nammakam kuda naku ledu......Maatladithe solve cheyani prblms antu em levu.....anduke aa prayathnam kuda chesam.....andaram oka sari kurchuni matlatadam..... kani adi jus moodu naala muchata.....mallli antha mamule...

Individual ga amma nana idaru chala caring ga untaru.....Nana emo amma meeda vankala chepadam......amma emo nana meeda vankala chepadam....routine aipoindi.....naku emo avi vinni vinni burra vachipoindi.... :p .......Nana ki na meeda athi prema.....adi chusi ma frnds "mee dad entha caring kadha" antaru.....kani evariki ardam kaanidhi okate....edaina athiga una prblme, mithanga una prblme,...edaina vaati vaati parimanam lo unte andariki manchidi......Inka amma ki annaya meeda athi prema....as usual mom's ki son's aa kadha pets.....so amma epudu vaadi meeda koncham ekkuva interest chupisthundi....ala ani na meeda prema ledu ani chepanu....kakapothe vaadu ante koncham ekkuva ishtam....aa koncham naku ishtam undadu [as am very possessive abt my fav persons]......

Aa pillalu aina amma nana ila okaru ante okaru ishtam lekunda unte happy ga undaru.,, undaleru..though parents provide us vth all the facilities we require.....Jus dabbu, hodha unte haappiness vacheyadhu.....Idi chala mandi ki ardam kaledu.., kadhu kuda....anduke nanne nindistharu......The most embarrasing moment wld b wen evn our frnds sometimes behave cruelly without understanding us.....I knw how horrible it wld b 2 c my parents fighting vth each other.....adi kuda em theliyani age lo......aina i cld overcome all these n cld give my best in my studies....epudu na badha baitiki chupinchaledu.....em jarigina intlone marchipoyedani....and frnds tho matram normal ga undedani.....

Idi na life.....inka meeda kuda ilane untundi....atleast naku vache vaadu aina nanu baga chuskunte i can overcome these depressions...Many ppl dnt knw tat all these past experiences will definitely affect my future life....manam entha marchipodham anukuna avi ventadthune untayi.....ipudu na paristhithi kuda ade....I hope this doesnt happen.....Nenu face chesina ee prblm na pillalu kani vere evari pillalu kani face cheyakudadhu anede na asha....

Anduke im requesting u frnds...Na blog chadive kontha mandiki already pelli ayi undochu....and ofcourse migatha vaalu def ga edo roju cheskuntaru....Mee andariki nenu chepedi okate....pls understand n adjust with ur life partner.....no one is perfect in this wrld...meeru chese thapuki inko పసి హృదయాలని బలి చేయోదు...........pls.....ipatike na lanti vaalu chala mandi bali aipoyaru.....Ika nunchi ilanti thapu jaragakunda chuskune responsibility manadhe....

Lets give a better n peaceful life 2 the next generation....!!!!!

Hope u will support me......I want all of them reading my blog 2 say "YES" 2 this if u agree with me....Thanq frnds....Meet u all in the next year with another post..!!!

HAVE A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009..........ALSO ALLOW OTHERS TO HAVE IT...!!!!